The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman

Chapter 1287 Interstellar Stage (1)

In the rich town of New York, the sky is always exceptionally blue. Without the light pollution of glass buildings, the low-rise villas are full of rich colors, complementing the luxuriant shrubs and brilliant blooming flowers.

The activity room of the Arkham Sanatorium is an independent building. The first floor is an entire hall, and the second floor is connected to the first floor, except that there is a glass-floored attic on the far right, where two streamlined single-person chairs and a modernist coffee table.

Schiller, who was sitting on a chair on one side, looked at the record file in his hand and said: "Mr. Bullock, please forgive me for calling you by such an unfamiliar name, but we are talking about mental health. Personal relationships should be avoided as much as possible.”

"Unfortunately, the most basic psychological examination done by Dr. Owen and the comprehensive psychological assessment report written by Miss Lord show that your current state is indeed not good. Can you tell me what's wrong with you? ?”

Eddie Brock, who was sitting on the other chair, looked haggard indeed. He was wearing a somewhat dusty dark blue plaid shirt and a black leather jacket. His hair was messy and his beard was not cleaned. spread to the neck.

Although he looked like a homeless man, the black-rimmed glasses on his face still reminded others that he was a reporter engaged in clerical work, but his tanned complexion became difficult to explain.

"Mr. Bullock, I don't think the ultraviolet magnification effect of the window of the newspaper office will be so obvious, or what happened to you when you went to the beach for vacation?" Seeing that Eddie was silent and did not answer, Schiller asked further.

"I resigned."

When Eddie spoke, his voice was very hoarse. He closed his eyes, swallowed again, swallowed the taste of alcohol in his mouth that made him sick, and said: "I had a little conflict with my immediate superior, in order to prevent Venom hurt him and I resigned."

Schiller slightly raised his eyebrows, showed a clear expression, nodded and said: "It seems that you have not completely lost your mind, I mean, the head of your immediate boss should still be on his head Bar?"

"The venom wants to eat him." Eddie continued in a trembling tone with a painful face, "I tried my best to stop him, and that's why I'm so tired."

"Venom believes that the editor-in-chief of the newspaper is an evil villain, because he described the low-level people who protested against the operation of the shuttle as fools without brains, and said that their violent protests were terrorist attacks."

"The community I live in is not a middle-class community. There are too many unemployed, refugees and outsiders. They used to point to the public transport system to eat, but now their jobs are gone. They can only take to the streets to protest, but No one paid any attention to them, and they tried to destroy the shuttle transportation route."

"Venom felt that the editor-in-chief wanted to cover the mouths of the people, silence them, and oppress them, so his solution was to eat the editor-in-chief, and I stopped him. He felt that I had betrayed him."

Eddie covered his eyes with his hands and said, "But the editor-in-chief was right. It was because I lived among them that I knew that someone was deliberately leading them to vent their emotions, leading them to fight, smash and rob, and even let the flying The shuttle fell and killed the person riding the shuttle."

"Some people want to stir up conflicts, let both sides fight to the death, and then take advantage of the opportunity. Whether it is the low-level protesters or the editor-in-chief who blames them, they are only intensifying the conflicts. I can't let them do what they want, but Venom doesn't understand that, he's childish."

"For the past few days, we have been arguing, whether it's sleeping or working, those horrible thoughts of cannibalism hover in my heart."

"In the past, although Venom would also feel hunger, he would not convey these thoughts to me, but now those terrible negative emotions keep pouring into my mind, and I can't control it at all."

"Eddie, Eddie..." Schiller called softly, pulling Eddie out of that terrible fantasy. As soon as Eddie turned his head, he saw the calm and gentle face of the psychiatrist.

But this didn't make Eddie feel any better. He shook his head in despair, and said with a sigh of relief: "Venom also thinks that I should do this. He thinks that the whole world stands with Stark, and I must also stand with Stark." These hopelessly poor people stand together."

"You may find it hard to believe that a creature that looks so evil has a pure, child-like heart. I saw a pure white heart in the middle of the black goo. He looks like Peter Parker. .”

"Maybe he is Peter Parker. Peter used to be his host, but this reckless kid has moved forward, but Venom, Venom is because of me, because I am not a genius, I am just an ordinary person, and he is still trapped in place."

Eddie's eyes were flushed, and he was obviously caught in his hallucinations again. He said: "I didn't give him any good things at all. There is no wisdom, no kindness, only entanglement, contradictions and pain."

"I went deep into the lives of the poor, and saw those unemployed bus drivers, hawkers, and conductors living on the streets in despair because they couldn't pay off their credit cards. I saw the quality of life of their families plummeting. transfer."

"But I also saw that the technicians of the Stark Group are running around on various lines, maintaining the equipment of the shuttle, collecting experimental data, and constantly improving the planning of the line. The cargo volume of the skytrain is increasing day by day. The new The bridge and port make new families shine."

"In the face of these very different situations, I don't have the genius and inspiration to come up with a perfect solution to satisfy everyone. I can only suffer for myself, and Venom is also painful. I made him suffer."

"Eddie, you didn't realize that you are also a genius." Schiller spoke slowly, his voice was a little unreal in Eddie's ears, and Eddie heard the psychiatrist say: "Your pain Contradictions are precisely the manifestation of innate spirituality, you are a natural philosopher and psychologist, rich in this aspect of talent."

"Venom feels pain, not because you don't give him anything, but because you give him these inherently melancholy philosophies, and give him your pessimistic ambivalence, that makes him feel pain .”

"But it doesn't make any sense." Eddie closed his eyes and shook his head, licked his dry lips and said, "Look, Peter Parker gave Venom a kind and firm heart, Tony Stark gave Venom The wisdom of Venom's genius, these are all weapons to make him stronger and more perfect, and what about me? What's the use of those contradictions and philosophical thinking?"

Schiller looked at Eddie helplessly and said, "Obviously, you can't calm down and look at the relationship between you and Venom objectively now. You should all calm down and think about your own influence on the other party."

Schiller flipped through one of the documents in his hand, and said: "I will contact the blue spirits who are staying on Klinta Star. In a sense, blue spirits are also the guardians of venom. You should discuss this issue with your experience. Talk about a richer cosmic symbiont."

"I don't talk to them." Venom's deep voice burst out of Eddie's mouth, almost like a gunshot, he said: "The group of idiots will only suggest that I obey the host as a job, but I Never wanted to do that."

"But in fact, this is a job." Schiller still said in a calm tone: "The relationship between the symbiont and the host should be viewed more rationally. Excessive possessiveness will make both of you very painful."

"Ha, of course you can say that!" Venom's voice revealed anger: "There are hundreds of you in your soul, and you have people with you every day. Symbiotes, and I just want Eddie to understand more Me, I only have him!"

"But this kind of exchange of ideas between you has brought pain to both him and you." Schiller shook his head, obviously disapproving, and said, "No one wants to separate you, but the way you combine and communicate now is obvious. Something went wrong."

"You are constantly moving forward, you are constantly outputting emotions, and you want Eddie to listen to you in a straightforward and rough way. Eddie is afraid and shy away from this, but at the same time he doesn't want to hurt you. He is sorry for your roughness. Feel ashamed because he thinks he led you on."

"I've always been like this!" Venom yelled. "I'm an evil symbiote that wants to eat people's heads, and I will always be like this!"

Schiller sighed, he thought Eddie was right, Venom was always like a child, but it really couldn't be his fault.

Venom is a bit like an autistic child in the race of cosmic symbiosis. In a certain aspect, he has unparalleled powerful talents, but the price is that in certain aspects, he is always stuck in place.

He has absorbed countless energies, the symbiote factors are healthy and vigorous, and he has inherited the wisdom of Peter Bruce and Stark. Those colorful symbiotes tied together may not necessarily be his opponents.

But only in terms of emotion, no matter how to deal with one's own emotions or how to accept and understand the emotions of others, Venom can't always grasp the scale well.

But this requirement is indeed a bit high. After all, human beings with rich emotions may not be able to master this skill in a lifetime. It is normal for a completely blank venom to be unable to handle emotions freely.

When he absorbs emotions, he is demanding, and he keeps asking Eddie to pay attention to him, recognize him, and love him, just like a crying child. Groundless accusations and mindless pouring.

But it is just that Eddie and Schiller are a kind of people. Their thinking is more inclined to philosophical thinking than rational calculation. Pessimism is the label of every natural philosopher. The venomous emotion makes him very painful, and because The two of them are inseparable from each other and cannot escape and breathe.

Schiller felt a little helpless staring at the series of conclusions on the report document. He was very tactful about Eddie's expression. In fact, the evaluation report given by the professionals in the Arkham Sanatorium can be said to be very pessimistic.

Long-term unhealthy psychological conditions may induce mental disorders and also harm the body. Schiller is a psychologist, so he must solve this problem.

Schiller just opened his mouth, intending to give Venom and Eddie some advice, probably to let them build an independent space for each other in their hearts with the help of psychology, but at this time Venom said directly:

"Well, you said he was suffering because of this, and I felt it too. His pain is all my fault, okay?"

"As his good buddy, oh, that's what he thinks, I should be like his bad friend, appear when he needs me, and disappear when he doesn't need me. Obviously he doesn't need me now, I will immediately Just go, and I will never pester him again!"

After finishing speaking, Eddie stood up, and Schiller also stood up. He walked quickly to Eddie, blocked his movement with his side, and said, "Calm down, Venom, don't do this, this The matter is not that difficult to solve, as long as you listen to professional advice..."

"Get out of the way." With a swish, countless black symbiote factors wrapped Eddie's body, and the face of Venom appeared, and he bared his fangs and said to Schiller: "Don't use you and Gray Mist to control me And Eddie, it's our business, get out of the way."

"Leave him alone, Schiller." Gray Mist's voice sounded in Schiller's heart: "Come upstairs and read a book, I want to finish calculus today, and then we can understand it together, you can understand it now. "

"I'll come."

Schiller responded to the gray fog while watching the venom jumping to the roof of the New York skyline building. Suddenly he had a bad premonition, because the venom turned around and headed towards Stark Tower.

In the Stark Tower, Stark is not the only one now.

Looking at Venom's back, Schiller read softly.

"I wish him luck, maybe he can help me figure out what those two damned geniuses want to do."